Apparently, I was wrong. I gained an entire pound. This makes me feel horrible.
But I guess I deserve it. I mean, after yesterday. This morning didn't go out really well with eating, so I decided to fast the rest of the day/liquids only. But the damage was already done.
I am setting a goal of 175 by Saturday. That's 2 lbs in 2 days. I can do it. I bet a lot of today's weight is just water weight, but after working out at Guard tonight, I'll more likely do some crunches. And then tomorrow, I intend to go running, in the morning perhaps.
I will achieve that goal. And when I do, it will feel amazing.
On to other things...
I am making a shirt!! :D On the front it's going to say "Because I deserve to be okay" and I'm looking for a short quote about an ED to go on back. I don't want it to be entirely obvious that it's about an ED though. Does anyone have any ideas?
I get to go driving again tomorrow!! :D :D
I'm so excited!!!
That's kinda what I'm happy about at the moment! :D
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
i'm stay strong because i deserve to be okay? hmmmm make sense much? lol. I'm going to reply to your email soon. I read it but god i've just been so distracted and lost lately.
ReplyDeleteI stay* .....hey and about the weight thing, you'll reach your goal soon but its going to take time. Just eat healthy and exercise more often?
DeleteWhat do you mean about the quote? I don't think I quite understand. No worries about replying to the email. Just reply whenever you get a chance. (:
DeleteThanks for the advice! Xx