I just got to WarrenTech and I'm already dreading it. I'm feeling sick to my stomach at the thought of being here for an entire year and I have so much anxiety.
I wish I could back out and not go here and just go to my normal school. But I want this. I want to be here, but I'm so scared. I'm filled with so much anxiety and fear right now. Thinking about all the things we have to do (science fair thing, dissecting a cat, dissecting a human, etc.) I don't know if I can do it. I want to leave.... I don't want to be here. I can't do this.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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