I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Monday, August 26, 2013

The Hair Dying Adventures of A Teenage Girl



This is my newly blonde hair. It's harder to see the rainbow of colors in it, but you can see the purple and the blue. I'm letting it recover a bit before I go and dye it purple, but it will be done before the end of the week. (:


This is the very first time I every dyed my hair. I put blonde streaks in it and nobody ever knew I was dying it. (:
 Then I decided when it grew out that I wanted something more... so I dyed it purple and blue. That was probably the most drastic one I've done, and everyone hated it. But I liked it, and that's all that mattered. (:
 
Then I dyed it back to my natural color, which is dark brown, and I cut it short, I kept it that way for a while, but the sun turned my brown to like reddish, and it lightened parts of my brown, so I had like 3 different colors in my hair. xD
 I decided that was too mundane, and I wanted a change again. I dyed my hair blue, and though the picture below is after it faded a bit, you get the picture. Literally. xD


And because the blue faded, and I was tired of it, I decided to bleach it. Which in turn let all the funky colors come out, which you can see below. xD But hey! I like it.
 


It's ligtened into the blonde it is now, but I kind of liked it when it looked like a rainbow.. xD Nobody likes me as a blonde either, and even I don't know if I like it enough to want to keep it forever. But I have to heal my hair a bit (if that makes any sense??) before I can dye it purple. Man, it's a lot of work!! But they all turn out well, don't you think?
 

4 comments:

  1. You're super pretty girl! I especially like the picture with the dark brown and the blue streaks. It really suits you. I also think that the blond suits you too. I don't know why, but it's not gross sorority girl blond. <3

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    1. Thanks! I liked the blue too, but I would have preferred the blue to be a more "teal" color. Soon it shall be purple. I didn't want to be bottle blonde, and I actually like that it's blonde but not really blonde. Xx thanks!!

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  2. You are so pretty!!! You look great!!

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