I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Warning: Rant!

My fucking roommates, man. I spent a week at my grandpa's as I had no way to get to school. My first day back, actually 2 hours back, and I already want to punch them.
M - S's daughter. Let's just start there. Her and her friend were at my grandparen't house. S went there to see if she could get her window fixed and she needed her son's help. She made me go on a walk with M and her friend. Against my will. Then I got dragged into grocery shopping, and her and her friend were riding the power-carts everywhere and running into me. M is 15, and her friend is like 14. But they're so immature. I found out that M has two phones. Why the fuck do you need two phones? Turns out, she needs one to call her dad and the other her dad doesn't know about. But seriously. M and her friend were both stoned, too. But neither smoke much, so they were both being obnoxious and loud, and it just irritated me.
S - Holy shit. She *was* dating my dad, which is bad enough. My roommate dating my dad? Yeah. But then she made a date with M's friend's dad, and on the way home, she was talking about her son's teacher (whom she had a fling with) and yet another guy she wanted to date. I don't even think my dad knows that she's doing this, as he's out of town. 4 guys. 4 fucking guys. All I can think is BITCH. She's a fucking slut. Honestly. Like get your shit straight, woman! On top of that, she lets her daughter smoke, but she won't let me. What the fuck? She's not even my mother!! Fuck her. My dad is already feeling shitty because we probably aren't going to Amsterdam, since my dad doesn't have the money. Which is due to the dog fight that fucking M let them get in!!!! I swear to god.
I swear to god, I hate her. Then she missed an appointment for M, and lied about it. I stood right there while she lied about it. I literally had to hold myself back from punching her. This woman is such a good manipulator. But she fucking needs to get the fuck out of my house!!!

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