I know it's rediculous. But it isn't.
Everyone is leaving. Everyone I had to talk to before is either gone somewhere, isn't speaking to me, or they're on the road to recovery/recovered. I'm alone.
I can't talk to anyone, not that I deserve that right, and I'm alone.
It always happens. I always think I'll be okay when everyone leaves, but right now I feel lost. I feel betrayed, and I hate it. Fuck talking to people. I don't want to do that again. All I have is my blade, my eating disorder, and myself.
I'll do my best to make it through...
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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