The other day I got a message and had to go in for a meeting at my school. The counselor (F, who I talked to last year) told me that one of my 'friends' had mentioned that I was depressed and that I was going to overdose on "Tylenol and Advil." Now, aside from the fact that you can't die from OD'ing on Tylenol, the only place I've ever mentioned that was on my blog. He also mentioned some other things that led me to believe that someone has discovered my blog.
So... I changed it. I hope it will help protect me, as I refuse to just outright take my blog down. But if any of you were wondering why it changed, there you have it! (;
In the end, I think I managed to convince him that I wasn't depressed, and that I wasn't suicidal. So hopefully that is the end of that.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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