In one of my earlier posts, I wrote about how much it bothers me that I rely on so many people. Well, my mom decided to point that out. How if I didn't have my dad and her and my friends, I would have nothing. Then she compared me to my brother because after he moved out, he basically couch hopped. He had to continuously borrow from other people. So she compared me to him and that's where I draw the line. I am not like he was then. I will NEVER be that kind of person.
I'm done with people. For at least a little while. I just need to be on my own. That's safe. Nobody can make me feel bad. Just me and a list of things to do. Calories to burn.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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