For once in my life, I'm content with the way my life is. Sort of. I'm always striving for change, to get to a lower weight, to do better in school, striving for the future.
But I mean, I'm no longer rejecting where I'm at right now. My blog - well. I don't mind that it's private. I don't mind that nobody can read it. It's like my own personal diary, for just me. Where nobody can find it.
I know it's stupid, but I feel like it's accomplishing what I needed it to, so I'm happy.
Though what that means for Cimiron and I, I don't know..
I only how how much farther I have to go. I will get there.
Maybe I am already on my way. (:
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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