I don't even know how to write what's going through my head right now.
Maybe being a burden. Causing people trouble. Making them go out of their way for me.
It's such a simple statement usually, but it has such an impact on me. Like it's a hassle when anyone has to do something for me.
That's why I don't ask for many things. Or I try not to.
But it never fails that I need someone else. For a ride, for advice, for support, for anything.
I'm tried of feeling this way. I'm 17, and I'll be 18 in 5 months. I should be independent by now. I should be able to do things on my own.
But I can't do certain things on my own, and it destroys me inside.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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