One of the only two people I trusted with everything just left.. Just left out of nowhere... And may have told my secrets.. Foolish was I to believe. To trust.
The other shall too soon leave. I know that now. Or.. I think I knew all along but paraded myself into false believing. Believing I had a chance.
This is a familiar pain. One I know how to deal with. I will simply move on, no harm done. Really, I should say Fuck You to aforementioned person. But I am stronger than that.
Pain is weakness leaving the body.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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