I just got off of work.
I barely made it home before I burst into tears, and even now I'm still so upset. I'm having what can only be described as a meltdown, and I could really use someone to talk to, but of course!
EVERY SINGLE PERSON I COULD POSSIBLY BE TALKING TO THAT COULD HELP IS "BUSY" RIGHT NOW AND WON'T TEXT ME BACK!!!
This is all that ever fucking happens. Nobody is EVER around when I need them like this.
So fuck you. Fuck everyone. I'm shaking with rage and I really want to hit someone right now. Fuck me.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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