More and more things crash and burn around me.
Without even a conscious thought, I am pushing myself farther and farther away from my dreams.
Where did I go?
I sit emotionless while I see and hear the destruction around me.
But feel, I do not.
I am a ghost parading as a girl. An empty shell of a person who used to be.
Where did I go?
I don't know if she is to return. I don't know if there is a way to make a light shine in the darkness or even if I am ready for that yet. I am far from rock bottom though, and when I get there, I guess maybe I will find the me I used to be.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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