I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Day before!

So I start my Fitness Challenge on Saturday!!!! I can't wait!!!!! And while I know that technically tomorrow would be the day before, well I just wanted to write about it!
I will be posting my goals, my thoughts, and my progress on here, as a way to keep track of it, and also for anyone that wants to know about how it's going, what it is. I don't mean to bother or trigger anyone, or anything like that, so if you don't want to see it, then don't read these posts! It's simple!
I've come to the thought that this will be the last part in getting over my ED. Because I think I need to go after being healthy, living healthy, if I want to be happy. Not to get obsessed about it, but just as something I need to do.
I really can't wait, i've started running, in the past three days. And though it isn't easy thanks to the fact that I have Asthma, I can still do it and I love it. Asthma used to be my excuse why I couldn't run, or play sports. But in reality, I think it was just because I didn't want to. And I also think that this will do me a lot of good, in just being happy. I mean I feel so bright and cheerful that I think it's kinda scary, to be honest. But it's not bad!  =D =D =D
The other day I ran 3 laps around the park, so about a mile and a half. Instead of timing it in a whole, I decided to time it in laps. I did really well, or so I thought. I was going to post the times on here, but I don't have them right now, I shall do it later, probably tomorrow when I get them. And then I can also post my stats from tonight as well, see if i've improved any. That's my goal with timing it. I just want to improve. (:
I hope it goes well. I am going to go eat dinner, then for a run! (:

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