Last night I rant the mile in 21 minutes!!!!! Sure, not a great time, but I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!! Before, I couldn't even run a mile!!!! :D And even though i'm not losing any weight, i'm still gonna try, because I know that I will, and it's also the perfect way to get in shape and get healthy! My eating habits are still a little wonky, but i'm working those out!!!
School is going great! I get so excited to go to Psychology, even though my teacher doesn't really make sense to me.... He said something about sex that I find really interesting though, in that you can have a fear of your sexuality or being sexual if you don't "Get enough boob" as he put it, or if you get too much. But it's such a small window, that it's hard to reach. Haha there was no importance to that, other than I found it interesting. I am kinda excited for Chemistry, but already we've got a test that I am so not looking forward to.. I suck at taking tests, even if I know the material. All of my other classes are going well, except there's really nothing special about them. So they don't get to be mentioned =P
My room got moved, so now I actually have my own room instead of a room where people always want to be. Like I get my own space, and it's kinda nice. Only I know how much trouble they had to go through to get it for me, and I feel kinda bad about it. But this is a happy post, so I can express all my happiness that I feel right now!
Last night, I was feeling the need to move, so I waited till it got almost dark and then I went for a run.... something I never do! But it felt amazing, and though I had a little trouble because of my asthma, I loved running. I even ran a mile in under 21 minutes!!! I mean, okay, that's not a great time, but that fact that I could even run it made me so proud!!! Now it's time to start working on the time for it, see what I can get it up to. I mean god, if I had known before how much fun running can be when you actually want to do it, instead of needing to, i'd have started a long time ago!!!
And with having an off hour in the morning, that means I get to sleep in for an extra hour if I wish, or on block days, I get to sleep in an extra 2 hours, if I so wish! Of course, there are more productive things I can do, such as homework, hanging out with friends, writing, reading, etc. All things I enjoy doing, and now I have even more time to do it! It's really nice, because then I don't have to get too stressed about school, or like if I need extra time to complete an assignment? Then I have it, and I don't have to majorly stress.
Today has been such an amazing day, and I just want to revel in it and be happy! I'm soo close to September, to getting what I want! And I can do it. I know that I can. I am strong enough.
I'm so proud of you. I need to start exercising to be healthy and happy, rather than just to burn off calories and lose weight.
ReplyDeleteAfter our talk last night I really think I'm going to go to a doctors. I mean I'm not quite ready to give up on losing weight, but I can't live with this bulimia any more. Either the bulimia goes or I go, so I think the doctor might be a pretty good idea.
Haha, sorry I'm rambling.
I'm so glad you've had a good day. I absolutely love Psychology, I want to study it at university. My psychology teacher is a bit weird too, he just makes endless sex jokes and laughs manically. The fact it's an all girl's class makes it even weirder, haha, but he's just a bit different, I still love him.
Woah I'm rambling a lot today.
I think it's great that you're going to see a doctor, I think it could really help you.
DeleteYou want to study Psychology at university?! Where are you going to go?? My Psychology teacher seems to be big on sex but not like in a perverted way. Aren't there any guys in your class??? Wow. I don't mind your rambles though. (:
Sorry, it's embarrassing how slow my reply is. I've gotten so behind at doing anything.
DeleteI'm not sure where I want to go, maybe Southampton or York, but they both have crazily high entry requirements, so I need to look at more universities before I decide.
Do you know what you want to do after school?
And no, there used to be one boy in my Psychology class, but he moved to another city halfway through the first year.
Again I'm so sorry this is late. I'm just getting round to replying to everything. Expect many random replies to everything today.
Don't ever say you can't do something because the requirements are too high. If that's where you want to go, I know you can do it.
DeleteI want to go somewhere in New York to study Forensic Science. Not sure where yet though. To be honest, I haven't even started looking, and i'm already in my Junior Year of High School. Crazy.
That's crazy that there's only girls. But it happens I guess. it's not a bad thing.
Anyways, no worries if your reply was late. It's not a big deal. I always love hearing from you, regardless of when it is. Have a good day. (: