I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Mistakes or wishes?

Sometimes there's things we want, and we do almost anything to get them. Sometimes they seem as if they're a trick, or an escape from reality? But is that true? And when you finally fulfill it, does it become a mistake or are you still wishing for the next time?
That's hard to determine in the difference. When you do it once, and then you consider it a mistake, but you wish for it to happen at the same time, is it ever really a mistake anymore? Do you really wish for it? Because it can't be both, it's gotta be one way or the other. Its' confusing to try to determine that.

I don't know where I'm going with this... but can something be a wish and a mistake at the same time? How do you determine and handle that?

Guess we can't be doing that anymore, because I'm afraid of messing up some more. It might ruin everything, but at the same time, I'm wishing for it all the same. It's weird.... And I don't think it's possible to have both at the same time...

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