I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Not titled

So I just realized something.... and it kinda made me a wee bit mad. All the people that say you should love your body and love yourself, they aren't like everyone else.
I mean, you never hear a normal sized or slightly overweight person telling people to be okay with yourself! No. It's always the people who don't NEED to change to be what society thinks is good, or what they themselves think is good. I just don't get it, and honestly, it's all starting to sound like a bunch of bullshit. I don't agree with it, and while I don't disagree with it either, I think there needs to be some perspective. It's just so damn frustrating to always hear someone who's skinny to tell you to "Be okay with yourself, love yourself." I swear, if you were in anyones position but your own, you would not be saying that!!!!! It's just a bunch of bullshit!!!!!
Sorry, i'm slightly irritated and pissed off right now, but I had to get that off my chest. Because I swear, I was gonna explode if I didn't.

Anyways, I've decided to try something. If everyone says that people and models in magazines are altered, that they're the impossible to attain, then there is a test that it should pass. I don't know the name of the philosopher that came up with it, but it seemed legit to me, so I shall try it. (: Maybe that will help a little.
Sorry I had to rant here...... Just getting my thoughts out.

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