Thanks to my full feeling and the fact that I hate it, It's hard to tell if i'm eating enough. Because then I don't want to eat certain things, or they make me nervous. I know i'm not healthy, I've got some weight to lose in order to get there, but i'm trying to do it the healthy way. Any advice? I don't know what I should do. It's weird. And this is totally random.
The other day, I went to Denver with my best friend. It was partly to distract myself from how much I miss Cimiron already, but also because I just wanted to have fun. I didn't think about what I ate, but I wasn't hungry either. I didn't eat breakfast that morning, I woke up too late, but then I didn't eat lunch either. I just wasn't hungry. But I felt amazing yesterday. It was the best feeling in the world to walk around, to be a part of a busy city. And, I will admit. I felt a little reckless. I want to be stupid, but not too stupid. Y'know?
I mean this in the way of trying alcohol, trying pot (which I already did), though nothing heavier, getting lost somewhere, taking a spontaneous road trip, or doing something else that is spontaneous. I don't want to plan, but I don't know where i'm going either.
That's probably really stupid, seeing as i'm only a Junior in high school, but, hey, I've only got a short time before I have to grow up, and I want to take advantage of it. I don't want to do anything that will effect me negatively later, but I want to have fun. So that's what i'm gonna try to do. I just want to be random, and the best way to start that is.... Well there isn't one. Now i'm off to have some fun, and also gotta get up early to take a run. There's a meeting here tomorrow, and I want to be gone before it takes place. And since I got up at 5, after only sleeping for 3 hours, i'm a wee bit tired.
So goodnight!!! Have a wonderful night/day, and don't die!!! xD
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