I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Summer memories

I woke up early this morning, as in 3 a.m. because I couldn't sleep. So then I got to thinking, about how this summer is almost over, and how I want to make the best of what summer I have left. And this led me to think about my 2012 top 5 summer memories.. so here they are.

1. Photo day with Cimiron. At first he didn't want to cooperate, but then when I finally got him to, we started having fun, and I got a lot of great pictures to keep as memories for this summer. (:

2. Going to HeavenFest with Cimiron. Although i'm not entirely sure if he enjoyed it, xD, it spawned my love for Thousand Foot Krutch. We got free hugs from a couple people, and i'm not gonna lie, I kinda wanted to make a shirt that said "Free hugs" and walk around with it myself. Haha it was great!

3. Going to Eltiches with A. I'm normally terrified of roller coasters, but I got over that fear recently, and now going to Elitches is a blast! My favorite roller coaster is the Mind Eraser, or the Twister II. My favorite water ride is the giant red one - no idea what it's called. Hahaha (:

4. Dying my hair with a friend of mine, which was difficult. I wanted to dye the top half blue, and the bottom half purple on the top layer, and then do vice versa on the bottom layer. We ran out of dye, and had more than a few complications, but it turned out pretty cool!!

5. All the times that I went places and just hung out with friends. The result? I'm happy, and I've got a wicked tan! It's kinda cool, but weird looking. I'm really enjoying it, because for the first time this summer, i've actually been more of myself than before. Like i'm kinda learning who I am in terms of girlishness, but not in a bad way. If that makes any sense?

So those are my top 5 memories of Summer, from 2012. I hope that I can make more in the next 2 weeks, before summer is over. Do any of you guys have any favorite memories? If so, comment below! I'd love to hear them!




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