I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Friday, August 31, 2012

Fitness!

So the other day I decided that i'd like to go running, as part of starting to get into shape. So I did, but I also timed my laps, and recorded them so that I could keep track of how much I improve, just as a motivation thing. I'm sure you can understand. I mean, when you accomplish something, you feel elated, inspired, right?
Well I do. And that's the purpose of keeping my times from running.

So two days ago when I went for my first run, about a mile and a half. Here's my stats.
The first lap I ran in 2:53:52. Not bad, right?
The second lap I ran in 2:59:35. This is when my asthma started kicking in, so I had to slow down a little bit.
The third lap I ran in 2:56:59. I was pretty happy to find that I improved a little bit, despite my asthma, but y'know, i'm hoping to do a lot better. Or even to just be able to breathe a little easier when I run. That would be considered an accomplishment, to me.

So I was pretty excited for that, I went to run last night also, but I ended up only being able to run one lap, becuase I felt like I was gonna puke and pass out simultaneously. Not a good thing. So I went home and I chilled out, just breathed. I felt much better afterwards, I'm not sure what was up. Then this morning I got up early to run a few laps before I had to leave for school, partly because I wanted to feel energized, but also partly because I wanted to make up for not being able to run last night.

It was amazing!!!!
:D

I think I may go for another run tonight, after dinner, just because. And then tomorrow I start my 30 Day Fitness Challenge!!!!!!! Which I think I will be posting on here, so anyone that wants to know about it can read about it, try it if they'd like, or really, just do whatever with it. (:

That's pretty much what's up with me, because school has just been alright, nothing too interesting there. Mostly, my focus is on this weekend, on what i'm going to do (Though I have no plans yet) and also on my Fitness Challenge. Did I mention i'm excited?!!?

2 comments:

  1. I love running its the best!! It takes time but if you continue running you'll get more stamina and improve!! Good luck with the 30 day challenge!! Post your results its be interesting to read about :)
    How has your weekend been?:)

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    1. I feel so light and happy when I run. It's amazing, and I can't wait to get better. Haha it's amazing. I will definitely post my first three days of results on Monday, as I don't have much access to a computer. But I will nonetheless.
      My weekend isn't too bad, but I wish I could do more. I'm going to a baseball game tomororw, a food festival, and also some other places.
      How has your weekend been?

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