I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

I Can Breathe Again

I talked to a counselor at school, and one at WT too. They both have compromised with me that at the end of the semester I can drop my class there. I can't before then, so I've got to wait until December. Then, for 2nd semester, I will take roughly 6 classes at my school - only that is something I *can* do. So I'm happy.
He also told me that even if I failed this semester that I would still be able to graduate. Which takes a *huge* load off of my shoulders.
Although I will say, knowing that I am going to get out of that class at the end of the semester makes me less stressed because I don't feel like I have to write the research paper, do the science fair project, or do the other science competition. I'm not sure if that's good or bad. Probably bad. But it's taken a lot off of my shoulders, and I can breathe again. Just knowing that this won't completely destroy me.

Otherwise, today has been a really good day. (: I have homework to do tonight, but I also have a late start tomorrow so I will hopefully be able to get some sleep tonight. I plan on cleanung my room, relocating some stuff, and just breathing for a little bit. I need some time to myself.
I'm stoked that there is only 2 more days of the week left and then the WEEKEND!!! I don't know what I'm gonna do or why I'm excited, but I am. It feels like this week has gone by kinda fast. There's been down points, but I'm going to try to keep looking forward. Tomorrow is a new day.

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