Despite the food I ate yesterday, and my lack of exercise, I've lost 2 lbs since yesterday. I'm hesitant to get excited about it because I don't know if it'll stay, but I was stoked!
School isn't going too badly either. I've caught up on most of my assignments, and right now I don't think I have too much to study for. Come December/January though, that's when the studying begins. Finals, tests, colleges, all of it. So I'm going to enjoy my relaxing time while I can. ^_^
It's getting colder here, and I love it! Hoodies, layers, cold crisp mornings, being dark. I get up at 5:30 in the morning most days, and it's dark. It doesn't acually start getting lighter until about 8:30am. There's something about darkness that is calming to me, and I love it. Winter really is the best season!
Now I'm off to do some more exercise and study for a bit.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
2lbs? That's awesome sweetheart. I am so proud of you. Keep up the good work. <3 you.
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Thanks! ^_^ I'm proud of myself too. I love feeling in control. Love you too.
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