I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

My Intake

My intake for the day actually managed to be lower than it was yesterday.

So here was my intake for 10/29

Breakfast:
1 banana = 90 cals

Wait for it.......

That's it. That is what I 've had up until now, as it is 6:30pm for me. So very perfect. I feel good. A little dizzy maybe, but so so good.

Then dinner came around. -____- I really hate dinner. They wanted to have burritos (which I don't have the exact cals for, which sucks!!)

My exercise total for the day is 183 cals. Which is NOTHING and I am so disappointed in myself for that. If you subtract the 90 cals I had in that stupid banana, I would have been negative 93 calories. Which isn't bad, if that were to be all I ate.

But I'm going to estimate this burrito (the burrito has eggs, cheese, sausage, and potatoes in it) around 350 - 400 calories. I only ate half of it... which makes my net calories for the day 107.

I guess I can live with that. I really hope to see a loss tomorrow, and to avoid binging for the rest of the night. I'm pretty happy with the way things are going, and I don't want them to change.






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