It's On and Crackin'!

It's 12am exactly here.
A new day, a new start.

Today is 500. That's my goal, anyways.
Empty is strong.
And I'm tired of letting myself down.
I'm tired of stepping on my scale day after day to get a number I don't like.

I will do this. I am strong. I am in control. Ana is my friend.

This week has really gone by fast, for me. I don't feel like it should be Thursday. I feel like it should still be the beginning of the week. But I guess it's good that it's the weekend, almost. Today is my last full day in school, because Friday's are really easy for me. I don't have school. But I don't have anything else to do either.
Last week I was supposed to get a tattoo, but there was a change in plans. Well, now, almost a week later, I still want that tattoo. Hopefully I will be able to get it this weekend. I'm excited. And terrified. It's going to say "Just keep swimmin'" across the back of my neck. It's a tattoo I've wanted for a while, and a prelude to my 18th birthday tattoo. That's the one I'm *really* excited for. But I can't get that one until I'm 18. Soon enough!

I also have a later start than any other day, so I'm somewhat happy for that.

Today will not be a failure.
Success starts with believing. I will succeed. I will succeed.
Empty is strong. Empty is pure.

So here I go!