Words are nothing.
Actions speak louder than words, but are they true?
I don't know who I can trust anymore, if anyone. I don't feel like I have the capacity to be close to anyone. Like I can stay there and be comfortable. I don't know what's true and what's lies - so what is trust?
I hate it sometimes how I am. How I feel guilty for existing. I shouldn't have to - but I do. I don't know how to feel any other way...
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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