Here's my Intake for 10/30
Breakfast:
1 slice of banana bread = 200 cals**
Lunch:
Diet Dr. Pepper = 0 cals
Dinner:
Diet Dr. Pepper = 0 cals
Total Cals = 200
Exercise = -183
Net Cals = 17 cals
I'm sorry. I know I said that I would be fasting today. But after I took laxies this morning, I waited for them to work, and they didn't. They just made me feel more bloated. After I ate, they worked and I felt empty again.
It's now 7:30pm and I just got home. Which means I have 2 choices. I can take more laxies and wait until the morning to weigh, or I can weigh now and pray for the best. Or do both.
I'll probably do both, just because I can't handle not knowing. But I'll only post my weight tomorrow morning. Wish me luck? Xx
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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