I had a guard competition yesterday, and we got demoted from National Regional A to Regional A.
Basically, last season, we were in Regional A. But we scored too high, were too good, so they moved us up to National Regional A. Well, this season, while in National Regional A, we had been getting last place. Mostly because our coach doesn't know how to coach. She didn't have the show finished, and uniforms, and just things. She didn't have it done. So she demoted us. And last night, while we were competing, we got last place again. Haha how funny.
I thought we had a good show though, and that it went well, for the most part. Personally, it was the best show I've had all season.
I just wanted to write that out.
Otherwise, I a have nothing to say. Or I do, but I don't want to make this yet another post where I explain how my life sucks.
I bet to a lot of other people, my life is a fucking beast.
They'd give anything to live it.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
At least you know that your last place isn't because of you. I'm glad you're happy with your show. Competitions are so much better when you feel proud of what you're presenting.
ReplyDeleteThere are a lot of people that would exchange their life for yours in a heartbeat. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't try to make your life better.
Yeah, we had a good competition. That's all that matters. Thanks. Xx
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