I feel so much shame and disgust right now.
At this lady staying in my house, at my life, at myself, at everything.
I want to get up and run away. Run as far as I can and not look back.
I didn't even finish my English Essay, though I've been working on it for 6 hours.
I didn't clean my room, though I faked cramps to get out of school.
I'd give anything to be anyone but me right now...
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
I am so sorry :( I understand all too well what you mean. Sometimes life is hard, and I know this is cliche, but there is always tomorrow. Just take in a deep breath, and know we are all here for you. I promise you it will get better.
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I know... but sometimes it just seems hopeless, because I can't change any of this? Sow hy keep trying? Xx
DeleteIf nothing else, keep trying to prove to yourself that you are stronger than your problems. And who says you can't change any of this?
DeleteI don't have much control over how I live and what I do right now. But soon, I will. For the time being, I guess I can just try to get as much control as I can so it's not entirealy hopeless. Thanks. Xx
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