I am me.

I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.

But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.

My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.

This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!

Thursday, March 7, 2013

I feel like I've been gone for years, even though it's only been like 3 days.
And I also feel like I'm moving in slow motion.

My grandpa had a heart attack yesterday, and I spent the majority of my day in the hospital with him. They tried to use the balloon pump to help him out and unblock his arteries, but that failed. So they had to do emergency bypass surgery. It was like an 8 hour surgery and the waiting was hell.
The good new? He is okay. They were successful, and I hope it stays that way.

He means the world to me and I don't know what I'd do without him. <3
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10 comments:

  1. AnonymousMarch 7, 2013 at 9:01 AM

    Oh sweetie! I'm so sorry that happened! I'm just so glad he's okay now and yes, let's pray he remains that way. I hope everything is going alright aside from that terrible fright. Much love darling <3
    -Emma

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    1. J (:March 7, 2013 at 9:21 AM

      I'm glad he's okay too. I don't know what i'd do without him.
      Thank you. Xx

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  2. EveMarch 7, 2013 at 9:10 AM

    I'm so glad to hear he's okay! Ill be saying a prayer for him!

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  3. BellaMarch 7, 2013 at 9:45 AM

    I'm so glad he's okay, that must've been scary for you and your family. You and he will be in my thoughts <3 xx

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  4. Emily AnonymousMarch 7, 2013 at 11:38 AM

    I'm glad he's ok! Modern medicine is wonderful :)

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    1. J (:March 7, 2013 at 11:55 AM

      It really is. I don't know what I'd do without him.

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  5. TatyanaMarch 7, 2013 at 7:57 PM

    I'm so sorry that it happened :( but good that he's ok. Lots of love <3

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