I wish someone could help me out of myself. Reach me, help me, save me.
But first you'd have to know where to find me...
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Is there anything I can do?
ReplyDeleteI just need out... Nobody can understand, and I don't wnat to try to make them.. I just want an escape.
DeletePraying for you...just don't give up! There is a reason you are alive. You have to believe that. I know I can't understand what you are going through, but I just want you to know I care! <3 Here's a song that's worth a listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWEi1na7AJk
DeleteLove you! <3
I doubt that I have a reason to be alive. That I could be meant for something.
DeleteI also don't believe in god. Not for a specific reason, I just don't.
And it's almost impossible to find my way back... Not till I can get out of here and lose the weight. Till I can be beautiful... Which is a long ways away. Thank you for your support though. Xx