Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me.
I thought things couldn't get worse. But they can.
Fuck.
I managed to fool myself for a few days, but now I can't anymore.
I just want someone to kill me.
I want to die.
I want to run, disappear, be anywhere and nowhere.
I want to just go away, but I guess I can't.
Fuck me.
Everything.
I want to be happy and positive, but I guess I just don't know how.
Fuck it all.
I. Am. Done.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
We all love you.
ReplyDelete<3, <3, <3 Wren
I'm so sorry things haven't been good for you darling. Please know we all love you and care <3 Please take care, if not for yourself, then for me <3
ReplyDelete-Emma