Why can't I just let go?
Nobody deserves this much pain... There's no way it could hurt this much..
Please...
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
I'm guessing from your posts that you're considering suicide?
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please please please tell someone. Tell your dad. Tell your counselor. Tell them as soon as possible. Make yourself tell them. Killing yourself will not make the pain go away. It will mean that you will end with pain. Your last feelings will be pain. You don't want that and you don't deserve that.
You can stick it out for a while longer. You can hold on until you leave for college or move out of the house. Or you can hold on until the end of the year. You can, I promise.
I can't. There's nobody to tell, and there is no point anymore. I'm sorry. But thank you. Xxx
DeleteTrust me. It may seem hard now but there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and you can make it through this. Just believe in yourself.
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