2 days down, 13 more to go. Well.. 13 more school days. 19 if you count weekends. Still. Getting closer.
I left school in a rush, and I forgot my Math book. And my Spanish.
No homework for me, I guess. >.<"

My day was okay, though. I got through it, and I'm not dead. Yet. I'll be able to answer that question once I'm home.
So tomorrow, I talk to F. I think I'll tell him about everything, but just not mention today's self harm. It isn't lying, it's omitting.
I've also got to talk to him about my absences. Like I saw earlier today that I was marked as an unexcused yesterday for 7th, which is when I was talking to him. So he has to fix it. I went to ask him earlier but he wasn't here today, which I didn't know. So I asked the security guard who I should talk to, and he told me to talk to my AP. I went there, and she told me to talk to F. Go figure. All of that made me late to 6th, and if it isn't fixed, my family is gonna go apeshit. Ugh.. Kill me now?

I also lost my bus pass. Hahahahaha. Funny.
Not.
So it looks like I'll be walking to school for the rest of this week and the next 2 weeks. It's like 4 miles away. Woo! I'm not as upset about that as I should be, but nonetheless, it's still really irritating.

Yesterday I went home and I slept. Like literally, right when I got home. Which was only because I didn't want to think. Worked well enough, but as a result, I got NOTHING done. So yeah. I need to kick this habit.

Aside from all of the above negativity, I suppose it could be worse. I feel less stressed about Chem, though I'm still failing. But the credits I get from WarrenTech next year will cover it, so I'm good. It'll still show up on my transcript as an F, but I can deal with that. I can only do my best. Screw what my family thinks.

I dread every day now, or almost every day. I just find it so hard to get out of bed and even consider the prospect of school and people. Which isn't fun at all, but I'm doing a pretty good job. Don'tcha think?
Anyways.. Yeah.