This is a delayed May post.
I say delayed because I was going to post it on May 1, (yesterday) but I just couldn't find the motivation to write. I didn't want to say anything.
So here it is, May 2nd.
It's finally May. Wow. It still feels like it should be January or February. I guess it's true what they say - You may stop, but time doesn't stop with you.
About a year ago, (it will be 1 year on July 1st) I made a goal. A pretty simple goal, if you think about it.
I was going to make it to 115.
Well, now I'm here, less than a month away, and I am nowhere near that.
I'm much to embarrassed to actually admit what I am, but just know it's nowhere near 115. So I guess I will make that my goal for next July. 115. Or lower.
Never to early to start, right?
Or in my case, keep going.
But I'm also going to work on being happier. Among other things. To be honest, so far, this year isn't really starting off too great, personally. But it's only May. Not too late to change that.
I think I'm going to start making monthly goals. And I'll post them at the beginning of the month, and then again at the end of the month to see what I actually accomplish.
So here's my goals for May.
1. Down 12. I want to push myself, but I don't want to make it unachievable.
2. Smile more, stress less. Try to find something to be happy for every day, or most days.
3. Pass all of my classes with at least a C. (Except Chem. All I can hope for is a D.)
So those are my goals for May. At the end of the month, we'll see if I have accomplished any of them (:
That's my Intro To May post (:
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
u should email me everyday with something to be happy about...if you need help keeping that goal =)
ReplyDeleteI will. Staying happy is hard for me to do.
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