Heyy!!!
How's it going?!
So I just came home from a concert!!! I feel amazing!!!
It was a concert with Defy You Stars, Carson Allen, Kill Paradise, and At Large. I don't know the other two, but DYS and KP are definitely my all time favorite bands. I'm so glad I got to see them in concert!!
I couldn't take any videos because it was too loud, but I took some pics that i'll upload tomorrow if I can.
I also got my ticket signed by Nikk, the lead singer of DYS. I got a guitar pick from the bassist in KP, and I was pretty happy. I mean, c'mon! Oh, and I got to go up on stage with KP and have some fun!!
All in all, it was the best. I'm so glad I got to enjoy my last day of freedom. My dad gets back tomorrow and he said he wants to 'talk'. I'm still so hurt over what he said, I don't know if I feel like talking.
I have to make sure he doesn't realize that I went to a concert, or anything else I've been doing. I have to be a good kid. Ugh.
I'm in such a good mood right now! I mean, I feel like the energizer bunny on steroids, meth, heroin, coke, speed, and any other drug. Just gogogogo!! :D
I'm gonna crash in the morning though. I know it.
That's why I'm writing this post and not going to sleep. I don't want to crash until I have to. (:
Happyhappyhappyhappy.
I'm so glad I went. I got a free ticket too. :D what could be better than this?
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
Oh my God!!! I've been reading through your blog and just got to this post. YOU LIKE DEFY YOU STARS?!?! OMG OMG OMG, I LOVE THEM!! I'm seeing them, Ghost Town and Kill Paradise on the 24th. My friend is really good friends with DYS, and I'm soooo excited!!
ReplyDeleteAlso, I really love your blog. I don't really remember how I came across it, but we have a lot in common and I can't wait to get all caught up (:
<3 Lee