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Today is my last day, basically of this week before break.
But so far my day isn't going too well... I just seem in a really bad mood. I feel like I want to punch someone, but I'm trying to keep my anger and bad mood inside and not take it out on others.

I'm not looking forward to the rest of today, but I guess I don't really have a choice, do I? Once it's over, I can celebrate too!

School work just keeps piling up. One of my teachers said that he was assigning homework over my break next week... so basically, I'm going to be busy for the first day of break trying to get it all done so I can actually enjoy my break and not have to stress about school. But it just feels like school never stops and the list of things I have to do never stops and I just hate it.

I wish it could be summer again, because I really don't like running in the cold. I haven't been running in like a week, and it's just starting to snow here, so I have to figure out how to brace myself against the cold so that I can still run.

No food for me today, though it's very tempting. I can finally fit into a pair of my roommates pants (that's weird, I know.) but I swear that I will be skinnier than her. I will be skinnier than everyone in my house, and I'll be beautiful. It helps that I have a goal to work towards, because that makes me less inclined to eat. But we'll see how long that lasts.

For the next 8 hours I will be working with people, talking to people, trying to impress people, and having to socialize... Which is so not my best quality. I hate talking to people or having attention on me. I prefer to just fade into the background..

I'm going to try to make the best of it, and just keep telling myself that this is the last day I have to deal with my project. That if I get a bad grade it won't kill me. That I can do it. Positive. Not negative. Happy, not frustrated. I can do this.