I meant to go for a run this morning. Even though it would be freezing. Even though I hate the cold.
So I set my alarm clock for what I thought was 4:45am, but turned out to be 4am. So now I'm wide awake and I still don't have to go for another hour.
I don't know about running in the mornings, because it will be colder. After a run, I ALWAYS take a shower, and I don't want to get sick. Plus that means that I actually have to eat something for breakfast.
I think my new breakfast-of-choice is going to be 2 hard boiled eggs. They're good, high in protein, low in cals. And as much as I want to lose weight, I don't want to pass out while running.
I don't know how I feel about morning runs. I don't mind waking up early, but I'm a wuss when it comes to getting out of my warm bed into my cold house. No matter the temp of my house, my room is *always* cold. I've grown used to it... But that doesn't mean I favor it.
But I'll get over it, because I love to run. Speaking of which, time to go start getting dressed to go on the aformentioned run. ^_^ Great start to a Tuesday morning? I hope so!
Seeya.
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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