I've eaten 2 meals today. Like 2 full -ish meals because I've been with family all day. I'm not even gonna get into how disgusting that makes me feel.
Tomorrow is Sunday. A new week. A new start. A new day to starve. I will post my intakes, but no weight until either Tuesday or Wednesday.
I can't wait to be empty again. Strong. Pure. I can't wait to step on the scale and see a perfect number. 110. I WILL get there. Just watch. (;
I am me.
I am not perfect.
I try to do the best that I can, set goals that I can reach, and do anything to achieve them.
But I've gotten a little lost along the way, and now here I am, struggling with Anorexia, Depression, and Self Harm.
My blog isn't supposed to be a happy place. Or an advice giving place. It's just a place that I can write out all my thoughts, everything I feel, without being judged!
Maybe you'll find solace in my struggles, someone to understand. Maybe you'll find interest in watching my journey through my life, or maybe you'll even take one look at this, and turn away. Every reaction is a lesson, and I am here to learn.
This blog is access into my most private thoughts.
With that being said, enjoy!
With that being said, enjoy!
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